The pain and sadness doesn't go away, it just gets a little "lighter" each day. Each of us has that "Heart" furbaby, that we hold on to forever, throughout life and death. He will always be with you. They trust us and know that we will do everything for them, without question and with the utmost loyalty. Don't worry that you might have missed something. We all know that you are an incredible AngelMom to your babies, and your babies know that too.
He is there, right now, "hovering" over you with his new little angel wings. When you close your eyes you'll feel him. When you walk into another room you'll sometimes swear you see him, or feel him against you. They never really leave us, only their little bodies do. Their spirit is with us through eternity...and one day you will be holding him again.
"Sometimes..When you are Real you don't mind being hurt."
Words I live by from "Velveteen Rabbit"
I cried when I heard about Bendy. I have a t-shirt that I bought from your web site with his cute little baby picture on it.
I am so, very sorry for your loss.
Never forget that your little boy is always with you.
He loves you for all the care and love you shared with him.
My prayers are with you at this very difficult time./Jean
they agree it was NOT FIP
they say the albumin/globulin ration is way to high for that.
think it was intestinal lymphoma or some other fast acting awful GI cancer.
and I have now, officially, developed an ulcer.
I had been toasting Bendy with a shot of Bourbon every night, which helped my nerves too
none of that for a few weeks
and a lot less coffee
oh, i'm a joy to be around right now.
lots of stomach meds for me.
i still miss my guy every second of every day.
I took a week and a half off of work, an old friend sent me some funds so I could do that. It helped. But during that time I had several other cat emergencies to deal with, none lethal fortunately.
Now I'm trying to work again. we'll see how it goes.
http://www.amazon.com/Kava-Instant-Coff ... B001EQ4UDM
or this low acid ground coffee
http://www.amazon.com/HealthWise-Colomb ... gro_text_b
I am so so sorry to hear your sad news. I have tears. Bendy was, and is an inspiration to me. What an amazing cat. I loved hearing all about him and your relationship with him. You guys are so interconnected and intertwined on such a deep, loving level. What an amazing relationship. I too know that connection to your soulmate and the pain that brings when you lose that physical connection for a time. As you will know, it never goes away and you will always feel sad, but with time, you will gain strength and you will learn how to keep going. I hope and pray too that at some point your memories will hopefully bring you more smiles than tears.
I'm sorry your last moments with him were traumatic for you. But let me assure you that Bendy won't be thinking of it or remembering it. He is happy, healthy, safe and loved and will see you again one day. I am sure of that. Until then, take care of yourself and know that there are people out there (like me) who are praying for you and keeping you in their thoughts.
Love and hugs. Xoxoxoxo
it is almost two years and only now can i think about him without coming apart, i have a box of photos i ordered made from digital pictures when he passed, I have not even been able to open the box.
i have taken in others to try and ease the pain, and while it has helped there is still a huge bendy sized hole in my heart.
Thank you for giving Raider all the time possible in the best home.
It always makes me smile to hear how helpful Bendy was to people, he will always be my inspiration.
Raider will be yours.